I Am Nobody, But Want to Be Happy

seeing every (normal) human being busy seeking something or some things - money, fame, power, sex and/or salvation - all the time in this world, and tired of having to live in one way or another like everyone else, i often dream about myself exploding in a big blast: why do i have to?

do we really have to live like this? can we just give up our frenzy pursuits of all these external stuffs? how can we find internal happiness?

after so many years of reading, observing and thinking, i seem to be standing now at the freshold of true happiness...